October 8th is such a meaningful day. First off, I want to thank our staff, our company, and the other member hyungs! I know how much our fans went through in getting a worthless guy like me 1st place so I’m tearing up as I’m writing this ^^

Hrm..right when we placed first, I called my dad first. When I was listening to my dad’s voice, I was crying so I wasn’t able to say anything as I hung up just like that. Although there was no conversation, I feel like my dad knew everything I wanted to say. Truthfully, my dad has only seen my cry twice, when I quit being a trainee and yesterday..when I think about before, I’m truthfully sorry now but it makes me feel better that right now I’m returning the favor to him.

Anyway! When we were all tired from practicing, Doojoon hyung would tell us, “It’s not like we can stream ourselves and buy our own albums, so let’s just keep practicing in showing a better image of ourselves” which motivated us to keep going without tiring out.

When I was born, I never placed first in anything. Even through school and quitting on being a trainee, I only knew of failure in my head. I didn’t come this way for placing 1st but thanks to everyone, it makes me feel better and able to put the negative thoughts aside. Also, before the recording, I wasn’t able to sleep well and I wasn’t feeling good as I almost threw up and I kept thinking how hard it was right now. Agh but seeing everyone, I was able to forget all that and I was happier as I tried my best~

Wow, this rambling is getting too long, right? I’m so happy right now so I’m just writing it down and I think I should go to bed soon. I can only sleep for one hour as this 1st place artist is tired. Hehe I’m kidding, but I will sleep for only one minute in order to show a better side of us! Bye~~~

Oh and just in case if we did place first, I had a speech I wanted to say since Thursday but I couldn’t because I was crying. I love you B2UTIES ^^

CREDITS: Dongwoon's Cyworld (SOURCE); seoulfoood @B2ST RISING (TRANS)